Board Thread:Beginning Singers/@comment-26431663-20150525023450/@comment-64.30.114.209-20150617102137

Exhales you are getting to caught up in the "ifs". If it is something that you want to do then go for it, there is really no reason not to only your own self created anxiety and (possibly) laziness as was and is my problem for acheiving my dream of living my life in Japan. It sounds like to me your fear comes from being ignored or in your mind worse by soraru and other utaite's. But like you and me soraru is a human, and I can bet you that soraru worked hard to get where he is to acheive his dream of becoming a utaite. Once you can peice together a letter in Japanese or maybe even send him a bit of your work he will not ridicule you for working hard so you can draw for him and other utaite's. In fact it is the opposite, amongst the piles of legitimatly creepy fanmail that are inscribed with the infactuated disalusion of many misguided girls your letter will stand out as a nice and refresing, somebody that does not go " I LUV YOU SORARU SQUEEEEEEE" but one that legitimatly just wants to draw for him. So just do it (shia had to be referenced). Work hard and eventually you will be rewarded, draw like crazy, learn some japanese ( I figured out how to without school and trust me I am not good at learning languages) and for the love of god don't spend your time draging your feet, the worst that can happen is that you become a better artist.

Sincerely - RazzMaDazz