New singer, trying to master dynamics. Help Hilfe Aidez moi 助けて
So, I'm in a bit of a situation. TLDR version available at the bottom if you don't want to read a wall of text. Anyways, I've been trying to sing Ayano's theory of happiness the past few weeks and I've been frustrated at the dyanmics and my stupid voice. Since this song seems to require a range of notes, I've been trying to sing the softer parts louder to be audible and the loud parts softer to prevent distortion. Problem is I can't sing the high notes softly because I need that extra burst of emotion to hit the actual key. After fumbling around a bit, the final product I put together sounds like some frankenstein's kronenberg patchwork.
Could you guys give me advice? If you want to listen to it, email me (email@example.com) because I'm going to commit sodoku if this ever gets out in public.
TLDR: Need help controlling voice dynamics.